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30 June 2011 @ 05:06 pm
WOW! It's been one heck of a long time since I used this wee blog, but it's about time I got writing again as my other blog is more focused around my work life and all associated with it, I need somewhere I can just be myself right down to complaining about the weather whilst sitting in my pants. 

Hello again livejournal, I've kinda missed you.
19 January 2010 @ 12:39 am
Pulled out my frigging piercing today, by bloody fuck it hurt like hell. Been trying to get it back in for the best part of four hours and am now giving up thanks to the big lump on the inside of my nostril making it damn near impossible.

sending one of the minions to argos tomorrow to pick me up a pack of three to tide me over untill I can get to the piercing place to have them fix it for me. Eugh and ouch respectively.
10 January 2010 @ 02:16 am
I'm on a diet the same diet I go on every year in January. So I've got my slimfast, got my ready meals, got weight watchers biscuits and chocolate bars (im allowing myself one chocolate thing or two biscuits a day with my tea break at work).I've been doing sit ups, done a few miserable pushups walking a bit more and I've lost 4lb since 1st January. Not bad considering im not doing anything over enthusiasticly. But with that in mind I've just priced up the play drome and they do a spin abs class which is on once a week, and a gym induction is only eight pounds so I'm going to go for it when this months wage comes in.

Right now I'm weighing in at 10st 10lb. I think I was 11.5st a couple of months back (but don't quote me on that). Anyhoo, I'm aiming for 9.5 / 9st as my goal, the physical goal is to get back into a size ten, and given I've got broad hips the love handles (RAR) aren't doing me any favours.

So yeah.
Loose weight, get to size ten.
Learn to drive

No reason I can't do either of theese things this year, none at all.

now it's time to sleep sleep sleep, got a busy day ahead and I'm all shagged out.
08 January 2010 @ 08:50 am
I was talking to david on msn last night and he called my approach to what's been getting to me, pragmatic. that makes sense in a way, can't get to the solution using all you have to go on? fuck it. im just going to have to quash this feeling and get on with it.
Current Location: Poland,
Y'know that feeling you get, that someone did you wrong, someone cheated on you? you've got your hunches, gut feelings 'womans intuition' etc, that feeling. It's buggingme today been bugging me all day. Nobody's going to come forward and say they did anything, not after the time that's passed, because they'll think it's all dealt with itself, swept itself under the carpet. Not considering the other party involved might actually want to know the TRUTH so they can form their own opinion on what to do from that point onward. That feeling where your skin prickles telling you to listen and listen closely because it's screaming the answer and your brain is fogged.

see that, that right there.

I'll never know the truth.
05 January 2010 @ 11:16 pm
Had my first ever bong tonight.

damn I need to sleep right now
15 December 2008 @ 02:41 am
Why am I actually on that forum? After reading all that, I don't think I like anycunt.
13 October 2008 @ 03:00 am

That is all :)

Current Mood: ecstaticSore
Current Music: soothing sound of cats snoring
12 November 2007 @ 07:18 pm
Just went to make a cuppa and found DF had died :(
RIP wee woodmouse, I hope I treated you well.
12 November 2007 @ 06:12 pm